"I can't see you, but I know you're here! I feel it. I wish I could see your face, just look into your eyes and tell you how good it is to be here. Just to touch something! Here, that's cold. That feels good! Here, to smoke, have coffee. And if you do it together it's fantastic. Or to draw: you know, you take a pencil and you make a dark line, then you make a light line and together it's a good line. Or when your hands are cold, you rub them together, you see, that's good, that feels good! There's so many good things! But you're not here - I'm here. I wish you were here. I wish you could talk to me 'cause I'm a friend."